Realusionist

I don't know is it me or others have the same problem i have?! It's kind of hard to post journals here at dA while posting status daily at fb. Maybe it's because more people willing to read them on fb. Maybe it's easier to update on fb than here?
Whatever, I'm having my Cuban Romeo y Juliet cigar side of my mouth and my laptop on my lap, Tv is on and there's one of Spartacus episodes on with lots of pointless sex scenes which totally changed my mental image of that freedom fighter!!
I think my submission to Cypriot university is approved and I'm going to be in Nicosia in about two months from now. I was reading about Cyprus night life and cost of living i figured they drive on the opposite side, it's english system. I was unspeakably let down by that!
I thank i'm going to crash in first week. I was planning to get a bike. So much for that! huh?!
Aside that matter i think i'll be having great time there, at least for four awesome years, that's the best part that i'll away from home and friends for a long time and see how i'll do on my own.
Of course not much of living here to keep me tight maybe there i'll meet someone, maybe... .
Right now i'm thinking about how and where should i get a place to crash. It's expensive out there and i think i willing to pay, pay it out dry..lol!
There was a link sent to me by friends on Rihanna's sextape? Does anyone know anything about it? I mean She too?

What do you think about Adam and Eve? Where they lovers? I mean there was nobody else to choose so isn't it could be a possibility that had no choice?

It's 3.30am and i can't sleep. Last night i wake until 5am and lost the whole morning by sleeping till noon. I really don't like this kind of living but what the hell, i'm still alive and generally i'm having fun with it!
What's on my mind these days is Libya and the war is going down there.
What's gonna happen?
When the rebel starts i was extremely keen to see people win and take over country. But right after Bengazi fell into Rebels hands and they announced Islamic Emira i doubt the whole mentality and the idea backing this movement.
Just a guess, if they win will there be a place for the ones are not religious? Or simply put they can't get the hell out of Libya and another form of qaddafi going to rise? But this time it has all the support from the west.
People are running away from bengazi because of qaddafi forces reaching to western city area and west is showing it's fire power to qaddafi...
It's just hard to predict, hard to expect, it's just to complicated.

I was waiting for a my application to be evaluated, finally the answer came and i got informed as accepted.
So naturally i felt happy and kind of proud of myself. You might ask so where is the "but"?
....but, along with the email there was a number of documents and amongst one i don't have!!!! I don't know what i suppose to do and how to explain it to the university. I LOST the damn ****ing paper!!

I think i'm gonna let it all go, yes! I take decision so fast and emotionally when it  comes to turn-down situations.

I don't feel good, actually i wanna blame someone for it, and i know whom and why! So why not let me blame him!!!!

It's kind of hard to imagine me without sleepless insomniac feeling and now a very dear friend of mine asks me to get up early because he feels so worry about his proposing plan to his future wife!
Not that i don't care but i can't up that early so talk to you about it.

By The way, you're a moron anyway, you gonna make it dumbest ever seen no matter what i say!!!

Sometimes you try to play it cool. You gather all your senses and encourage your self steam, you go for your goal. But right when you think it's all done and you can play it down you figure that it wasn't you who chosen, you were just a "just friend"!